Saturday, November 29, 2008
Haha finally back again after 11 days of confinement. But the good thing is everything is almost over le. So damn happy sia. And left one more week to POC. When I went home my mum almost couldn’t recognise me. She sae I change a lot. But I dun think so leh. Only 5 weeks leh. Have been eating like crazy these few days. Miss all the good foods man. I think I gain at least 1 kg during weekend. Went swimming and jogging too coz I am trying to lose weight. My main aim is to lose until 70 kg. My weight now is 71 kg so only need to lose 1 more kg to hit my target. Today went to Changi to disturb Pear and my bro coz they studying together. I felt bored so I went to take a quick nap. And I actually drool on my bro bag when sleeping. F*** man I din noe I will drool while sleeping. So damn paiseh coz I am 21 le and still drool while sleeping.
I wanna be right here with you. I dun wanna see us apart and I juz wanna say it straight from my heart that I MISS YOU. Sometimes I really wish that someone will love me, hug me when I am sad, cook for me when I am hungry, entertain me when I am bored, calm me down when I am angry, encourage me when I am not confident and make me laugh to brighten my day. There was a person who actually did all these but we end up going our separate way. Maybe we are not fate to be together. If something or someone belong to you then it is your to keep and if something or someone does not belong to you, no matter what you did of how hard you try you will still end up losing it. So until the person who is meant for me appears, I intend to stay single for the next 2 years. Christmas is coming soon and I am feeling quite frustrated coz the past few years I have been buying the same old things for the same old people. So this year to save me the trouble of thinking what to buy, you guys juz tell me what you want and I will TRY to get it. This is only entitle to ppl reading my blog. Those din read then I can only say too bad lor. Haha.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:47 PM ♥
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I am so damn tire man...Going to be confine for 11 days after today which mean I wun be home for the next two weeks. But nvm coz most of the things will end on 27th Nov. Did I mention I am so damn screw up and in deep shit too. Haha can't say it here.Friday night went to lavender food square to eat with my bunkmates after the soccer match. We order a lot of foods to share and finish it all. Yesterday morning meet Mindy for breakfast. Went to Mac. Haha I order Big Breakfast and hotcake. Whenever I book out I cfm eat a lot de. Haha. She say I look thinner now. But I haven go and weight myself coz no weight machine. But all my pants, jeans and even my belt are quite loose now. Then went home coz I keep falling asleep. Then at night meet ee wen for dinner. Suppose to go lau pa sat to eat but got lost so in the end eat at the subway at central. Then initially I wanted to buy drink but when we both saw that the alcohol drink are so freaking cheap so we decide to buy beer to drink. Then find a place to talk and went home after that.Pear and my bro had been studying together everyday. Hmm....maybe something is going on between them. Seriously I wun be surprise if those two end up together.'Being simple is the beauty of life'. Seriously suddenly I lose all my motivation in life. But that's life.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 8:29 AM ♥
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Yesterday went out went ee wen, jean and jun yao. Went to bugis to bai bai first coz of the "thing" I have encounter. Then went to eat and shop. Jun yao went off first coz he meeting his friends. Then we went arcade to play after that shop around. Then jean went to meet her friend so left ee wen and me. So we went MS to walk then went to starbuck. Haha I order the oreo cheesecake. Damn nice but becoz of my sore throat I din finish it. My sore thorat is so bad that my voice is getting softer. When I went home my voice is almost gone. No voice came out sia. Haiz need to endure around 3 more weeks. Hope I can do it. Sometimes my heart pain and having breathing difficulty but still need to go for training. If I OOT (out of traing) now will be a bit wasted coz I endure 2 weeks le only need to endure another 3 more weeks before eveything is over. Booking in later but one good thing is can book out on friday. So see you guy soon. Haha.
The oreo cheesecake I order. Haha.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:59 AM ♥
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Juz came back from my two weeks confinement. Will really go crazy man. Staying there for 11-12 days with all guys. Really will turn to gay if stay there too long. I always go to toilet with my buddy holding hand. Yes I know very gay. If you want to hear my story calls me coz I am not allow to say it here.
Haha initially was supposed to book out on sat but it was push forward to today. I didn’t tell my family coz wanted to give them a surprise. But in the end kena scolding from them. Haha then meet Pear at vivo for dinner. Actually it was kind of last min. It’s has been so long since we last meet. I eat a lot sia. Coz I have been eating the same food for the last two weeks so muz pamper myself now. I tell her a lot of “interesting” experience I had during NS. I think she freak out on certain part. And I can tell you it’s is really scary man. Even I am damn scare la.
Pear is really my good sister coz so many things we have done together. So many secrets. So many heart to heart talks. So many endless memories. I know we don't meet up that much anymore. But I know you will be there anytime I need you. And you know I will be too. Take care girl.
Sometimes I wish I’m married. The person I loved will hug me when I come home from work every day. She would be my best motivation I think. But it's all wishful thinking. I don't think things would be so perfect when it really happens. Reality sucks.
"I’ll make a wish for you and hope it will come true."
"When you’re down and out, there seem to be no hope at all.But if you keep believing, there’s no way we can fall."
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 1:18 AM ♥
