Saturday, October 24, 2009
A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. And I still need time to cool down. How I wish that everything would end. How I wish I could just walk away. But that is impossible. Now I can only keep working to forget all the unhappy things. But can my back take it or will I damage my back futher during the process? I really need a break. I need to be alone for a while. So for the time being I would choose to disappear. Disappear to a place where no one can contact me, where no one can find me, where no one will miss me. But I will be back soon. Hopefully when I return I can find peace within myself. Friends I will miss you all.
To my dearest Pear:
如果说爱我只会让你哭让你掉眼泪
那么我会选择离开你的身边
因为我不想要再让你难过了
我无法忍受
我会告诉自己不能再沉迷你
我会试着不去想念你
谢谢你那么的深爱着我让我没有遗憾
我不会把你留下好让你学会放弃爱我
你不用再等我因为我不配你的爱
这次告别就不能再陪你了
所以答应我你会忘了我
因为这会是你最后一次看到我
It's better this way. For the both of us.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 1:22 AM ♥
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Haha TTSH seem to be my third home liao. Coz of my stupid back. And sianz working night shift next week sia. I hate it!!!
Anyway ytd was a fun day for me coz I spent my whole day wisely. Meet the guys early morning for breakfast. Then went singing with them. Haha I didn't go so crazy coz I scare I will injure my fragile back again. But still enjoy myself. Then went to uncle bbq. Haha we purposely skip lunch so that we can eat alot there. And I would say we made the right choice coz we eat until we damn full. So full the my tummy popping out. Er actually it always pop out la. Uncle damn evil la keep doing stunts lor. Keep teasing me. Haha we played alot of stupid games and of coz our favourite wasabi game. And I am quite lucky coz I win most of it. Haha ah piao was damn suay. He lose 5 straight rounds and have to keep eating the wasabi. Haha then went up to his house for a while. Then went down again to continue the games. Then something stupid happened la. Argh!!! This is gonna hunt me for the rest of the 1yr with the guys sia.
Today went out with xin ying and wei er. Haha went orchard for lunch. Then catch a movie. Wei er left after that to meet his gf. So left me and xin ying. We wanted to go home coz we couldn't think of anything else to do. Then I sms a lot of ppl for dinner but ALL cannot make it. Idiot. So I ask xin ying out for dinner lor. Haha I know after the guys read these, they will start teasing me again. But ok ar coz if not life will be boring for me without people arguing with me. During dinner she and I damn crappy. Finally found someone as lame as me.
Haha and Pear it's not your fault ok. Don't blame yourself. I am the one in wrong. I should have know my limit. And should have inform you. Don't have to sleep so early becoz of me. Sleep late and talk to me on msn ok. If not I will be damn bored. I will see you soon ok. Actually is I will see you everyday ok??? Hahaha. I have already plan my schedule for next week le. Go check your e-mail ok. See if it clashes with your lesson then I will try to amend it. You 1st priority
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:30 PM ♥
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Haha a few things to update. Tuesday kena force to take leave so went out with Pear. Haha she help me save thousands over dollar. Haha. Lazy to type the whole story out. Then went to some pet shop. And that cheeky pear BROUGHT ME A HAMSTER. Damn it man. I dun even know how to rear it la. And it's damn lazy lor. Only know how to eat, sleep and shit. THANKS AR PEARLYN!!! And she know I din really pay much attention to it so she send me a youtube link to a very TOUCHING video. Which I think is erm....not touching at all. Haha I think she is a sucker for all this kind of things. Haha seriously I dunno what to do with it leh!!! Haha then later at night meet mindy for dinner. 3 jokers together cfm chaos de lor.
Haha wednesday after work went serangoon garden market with jack and kevin for lunch. And it's beside chomp chomp only. The food was nice and afforadable lor. Make me so want to go back there again. Haha had two bowl of durain mosses again. Shit man. Hahah.
Haha just came back from dinner with Pear. And she really abit weird la. She say I neglect her??? But hello I meet her at least 3 times a week leh. Haha if you you want me to meet you EVERYDAY, then you better be prepare to be irritate by me. Haha. Anyway we went to amk for dinner coz lazy to go town sia. Ya I am late again. This time I got valid reason. I overslept coz I work damn early today. Then feeling a bit tired so went home for a short nap which turn out to be a long sleep. Haha.
Tml workng damn early again!!! Haha but it also mean can go off early. Hahah. So going to do something tml. Relax la not tennis la. Is play ban luck and big 2. So long nv play le.
Oh ya I name my hamster as da er zi...haha...lame hor. Damn it man!!!! Argh!!!!
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 9:58 PM ♥
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Haha claim my day off yesterday. But stupid la coz I still need to go back at 8am to take my exam. Waste my time sia. Why can't they change the exam date. After my exam went tanning. Haha went with pear. Haha fun fun fun. And finally I am a bit tanned. Haha surprising yesterday pear was earlier than me. Actually I am a bit bad la. I told her to meet at vivo at 11am. I thought she will be late as usual so I took my own sweet time. I reach vivo around 12nn. Haha she really is a nice girl la. Coz she still forgive me. Wahahah. Haha we also talk about a lot of stuffs. And I know she is concern about me. But give me some time to observe everything and I really know what I am doing. Relax girl. Then after meet Jack for a swim. No choice coz my doctor ask me to swim more to strengthen my back. Swim until 6pm sia. Haha spent my whole day under the sun. At night meet the gays for dinner. Then slack around and went home.
Haha today went singing with my junior, jack and wei er. Haha quite fun la except the part where they keep singing hokkien songs. Then went for dinner with them. Haha talk a lot of crap there. Haha especially me, I crap the most sia.
Actually I am quite pissed off with a few things recently. And I realise the more I care about it, the more angry I will get. So I choose to ignore everything. And it work coz I feeling quite relived this few days. Maybe I shouldn't care anymore.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:41 PM ♥
