Haha so happy sia coz my test I got full mark again. Haha. In fact I got the highest mark in the class. First time man. My hardwork finally pay off coz I nv enjoy my CNY. I was studying most of the time. Must thank Michelle too. She told me not to use any logic thinking when answering the qns. Juz gave the ans that is stated in the lect notes. She leant that during her OCT training.

Haha me, dennise, bernard, jackie and daniel tan had dinner tgt juz now. We keep crapping and playing some very daring games. And dennise as usual was looking at girls. Pervert guy. Haha. We also call ourselves mei ren ai 5 guys team. Coz we are single and no one loves us. Haha sound very sad right. But we are not. We even plan to do guard duty tgt on valentine day.

Thursday as usual play badminton. This time I played from 6pm to 9pm. Then went for a slow jog. I really can't run man. Everytime when I run, my chest will pain and I will start to have breathing difficulty. But I still continue running coz I want to slim down. Haha imagine me telling that to the doctor. I think he will scold the shit out of me. Seriously after the doctor told me about my heart condition, I have already mentally prepare myself. I really have no regret if I were to suddenly leave now (touch wood!!!). And want to thank a few angels coz they always go to church to pray for my safety. Thx guys.

Haha back to studying again. I hate my life.

Booking in again later. Haiz. Back to the stress days again. This coming thursday is my 3rd test and they haven't even finish teaching us. Next tueday is my last test and that mean this weekend burn again. I hate my life now. And 10 Feb is my exam. I got so many things to study. I need to finish reading 50 over chapter within one week for the exam. ARGH!!! I AM REALLY DAMN FREAKING STRESS NOW. I need motivation to study. Give me some chocolate to study. Haha. Can't wait for everything to end.

Anyway new year was fun. Win a few bucks and ate a lot. Haha. Now waiting for the 10 million ToTo. Haha. The easy way to get rich. Haha juz kidding.

Haha I want to eat banana orea cheescake. Haha yes I got a weird taste. Actually I don't think you can find it anywhere. I have been looking for it. So if you know which place is selling it pls tell me. Hmm...I think my birthday cake this year I want that. Haha.

Haha Happy Chinese New Year people.

Ok yesterday went to weishi bdae party. Only a few people frm our class attend it. I think is only five people. We juz eat, talk and play some games. And I saw the nerdy pic which I sent to her in the book. Haha damn paiseh. Then liqin saw my 11b and keep laughing. Do I look that funny?? After that went jean hse. 1st time see her dog apple. And apple is so active sia, keep running here and there. Apple is much more active than bell bell. But I like bell bell more. Some play mahjong while I play uno. Haha I lose and need to hold apple for 1 min. Reach home around 2 a.m.

My aunty damn funny sia. She thought I am training to be a pilot in the air force now. She ask me when I can start piloting a plane since I have passed my two tests. So I explain to her that I am a technician in the air force not a pilot. Haha. Then eat reunion dinner together until I am so damn full.

Sometime the person you like is always not by your side but the person you don't like keep appearing in front of you. How irony.

You always give me the best things ever
You never forget my birthdays
You are always so understanding towards me
You are always there to give me encouragement
Sometimes, you give in to my unreasonable requests

BUT ME???????
I don't even call you often
I don't even remember your birthday
I don't even realise that you are important to me until recently
I even show you attitude sometime.

They say you will understandand
I know you would
But it hurts even more to know that you would

I don't think I ever told you that I love you
And that really sucks
I hate myself
It's one biggest regret of my life.

You will always be in my heart
You will always be a part of me, you MADE a part of me
You made me realise that living your live for the one you love is meaningful
To give love with my heart and all the goods things you taught me

I want to treat you better
Iwant to take care of you
I want to love you with all my heart

Well am I able to do that?
Will you give me the chance?
I know it's impossible between the two of us
Because you don't love me at all.

I am alive!!!! Haha this week was quite fun for me coz no need to study for any tests but sad thing is after today, I won't be free until 10 feb coz of all the tests and EXAM!!!! Muz play like siao these few days.

My hand is aching like hell now coz of the badminton and tennis. Thursday night play badminton for whole 3 hours from 7pm to 10pm. Ask the guys to join me but they don't want. They want to stay at the mess to watch kung fu panda. Then juz now learn how to play tennis. I really got no talent in tennis. It may look easy but it's damn difficult. I think I will stick to badminton.

Wednesday night out did some last min shopping with the guys at bugis. Manage to but one shirt. But the place is damn crowded. Think most people are doing some last min shopping. Left 4 more weeks at AFS. Muz enjoy my stay there as well as spent some quality with the new friends there. Coz don't when will we see each other again once I pass out from there.

Dennise, Bernard, Jackie and Daniel Tan keep asking me some really weird question man. And guys I really have no answer to that. I think you guys assume too much le. Don't look things with your eyes only. You must observe too. And why does it always have to begin with 'M'. I think you guys know what I am talking about. Haha.

It is getting worse.
I think some of you know my condition. So try to be understand. Haha.
Have been watching my diet lately...eating less oily food and more veggie.
The doc say muz learn to calm myself. So I have been controlling my temper.
Muz really take care of myself.

You told me before that true love exist so make me believe.

Haha damn tired sia. Had my dinner with mindy juz now. I think I stink like hell coz I immediately went to meet her after my 7 laps of running. Yes I nv bath and book out straight away. Anyway the salmon at suntec sakae is so not appetizing at all. The breadtalk opposite looks like a better alternative. Wheellock sakae is still the best! Shit sia she say I shrink le. WTH sia. Of coz la. My life now is sleep, study and excersing and I ate damn little lor. Anyway we make a deal juz now that if I can lose my weight to 65kg by end of feb then she will grant my one wish. Haha so getting that wish man. So pple don't tempt me with good foods and no more chocolate for me from now. But shit sia CNY coming.

Anyway damn happy with the two tests result coz I passed. The 1st one I got full mark. The second tests I dunno the mark but I dun think is full mark coz they say I got two qns wrong. But who care, pass can le. Kind of piss off with some of my classmates coz they are damn selfish and arrogant. Ask if they can borrow us the notes and they say NO. F*** man. But that is the minority la. And thursday is a mini happy hour. And something funny and stupid happen to me sia. Cannot say it here coz will mention some sensitive words. All I can say is I did something very random. Saw Bernard playing guitar. Damn cool man. No wonder he can attract so many girls. I am going to learn liao. But 1st need to save money to buy guitar.

Tml night may be meeting my lovely brothers and sisters for supper. So much things to complain to them. Haha. So far 2009 is not a good year for me. Only bad things keep happening to me. When will things start to change for the better???

I am considering organising a small bbq this year for my birthday. I dun think I will invite a lot of people. Maybe invite those usual very ON people. Coz cfm there will be some CB kia who will say they are attending and then at the last minutes they will say they can't make it. I learnt that lesson from Pear birthday last year. It's not that I dun want to invite them but what if suddenly at the last minutes a lot of them say they are not coming liao. Then what happen to the ton of foods prepare for them? Will look very pathetic and waste money lor. Oh ya those people who intend to tell me you can't cfm with me now coz you dun know whether you are free on that day anot, well let me tell you this you are definitely out of the list le. This only show that you are not that keen to attend. Guys I can understand becoz of NS. I only accept yes or no answer. Those dunno ar, not sure ar or cfm later is definitely out of the list.

I know I sound very bad but try to think in my shoes. I am damn busy now and still have to take some time out to organise my own birthday. My life will be much easier if you can cfm with me straight away. Not later la or wait first or better still see who is going then you go. KNS. This way I can do things fast and nice. Now you all know the reason why I don't like to organise any bbq, party etc coz I think at the end of the day many will hate me to the core. But I am not going to give a damn to them. Coz what I really need is true friend and true friend will stick by you no matter what. Juz like Pear, she always there for me. Learn from her my friend. Actually I am only talking about a handful of people. So relax if you are not this kind of people. People like Ah poon, Vincent, Pear, Tiff, da mei, er mei, xiao mei, dennise, bernard, jackie. These people are very on de. They are my true friends.

Finally finish my revision for tml test. Actually I finish studying yesterday le all thanks to the tips given. Haha. But I haven't even start studying for my thursday test coz they haven't teach us anythings for that module yet. Pray that I will pass. I think this wednesday night out, I will most probably stay in the school to study instead of going out. Haha.

It's really sad when I think about it. And it hurts too. Worst than you could imagine. Haha. It's really ironic coz sometimes, the person you loved the most is the one who hurt you the most. Ouch. Someone told me that life is full of ups and downs, but the meaning of joy, have to be discovered by yourself. Are you happy?

From now on I want to be a happier person and and I will learn to be optismistic. I will wake up happily everyday. And the first thing I will do when I wake up is to SMILE! I like girl who smile a lot coz that is when I think they are most beautiful. Haha. I will try my best to make sure that all my friends are happy too.

Some of the people I know say they hate 2008 and that they want to forget that year. But 2008 is a good year for me coz I have learnt many new things and made lots of good friends during my BMT and vacation jobs. That is also the year I turn 21. I don't think I will forget 2008.

CNY is coming but somehow I don't having the festive feeling. Normally around this time of the year I will start preparing but this year, CNY to me is like a normal day. I think is because I am to busy to bother it. And this year valentine day is going be a lonely day for me. Haha maybe I should request for guard duty that day.

Actually, I'm always there, you know it.

Labels: Smiles

Is going to be a long post.

I am juz a small fry in the organisation and I dunno why I need to study so much. Have been revising my test for the past few days. 3 whole chapters leh and a lot of things to study sia. You should see how thick my book is. Even thicker than my dictionary. This is the first time I never fall asleep during the lect unlike poly coz I dun want to fail the test. Fail very trouble sia. I keep writing down the things they taught and some extra notes until my whole notebook is fill up and don't have enough paper to write. Keep studying from monday to thursday except wednesday coz is my night out. Decide to go tpy to eat and buy some snacks back coz I really need a break man otherwise I will really go crazy studying. Then guess what!!!! They gave us so many tips today and cut down a lot of things for us to study. Wa lau really waste my time studying and using up my brain cell. I even cancel my plan for the weekend juz to study. Sorry people if I PS you all for these 7 weeks coz I am really busy with the tests.

2 tests next weeks and they only finish one module. Really no time to study for the 2nd test lor coz they haven even teach us yet. I need some motivation to study. Encourage me people and most importantly wish me good luck.

This whole week staying at the school is not bad. Quite interesting for me. Me, Dennise and Bernard share one room. We clean up like siao on the first day coz it was really dirty and full of dust. And at night instead of sleeping we were talking. We typically talk everything. And I really mean everything. Then learn from Bernard how to make a girl like you. Haha they are really my best brother and buddy now. We eat, sleep, shit, studying, bath etc together. We are so close that some of the classmates think that we are really blood related brother. Haha welcome to the family guys. And ya they are single now so if any ladies want to know them I can help. Haha.

I juz dunno why some people can't be reasonable and understanding. I mean it's not that I dun want or act like some big shot lor but it's juz that I am really damn busy lor. I can't even find the time to sit down and enjoy my kinder bueno. And I know he is starting to piss off with me le coz I am alway not free when he jio me. And the sms sent by him was like damn sarcastic lor. SMS me to encourage me to fail my test sia. KNS make me feel damn fuck up. Stop being such a spoilt brag can. I juz dunno why most of the people around me are changing. Keep making me more piss off with them. Or am I the one changing? I really dunno man. I am really tired of all these things le.

Anyway I want to learn how to play either piano or guitar. Who know how?? Teach me can? Actually Bernard can teach me how to play guitar. But I want to learn piano.Haha.

Haha tml stay in liao. No more msn at night, no more supper and no more good food le. But look on the bright side. It is a good chance for me to lose weight again. Will only come home on friday. But wednesday is night out which mean I can come out for a while but still have to book in by 11 or 1130pm. Sianz two test coming up in two weeks time. Got tests for week 2, 4 and 5. Week 6 is exam. Worse is cannot fail sia. I think during the 7 weeks training I will most probably stay at home during weekend to study.

Haha goodnight people, see you guys on friday.

Haha Happy New Year to all. Hope 2009 will be a great year.

Ok next week officially start my technician training. Going to stay in for 6 weeks there. After that should be post to sembawang camp. Actually I kind of like staying in coz dun have to wake up early juz to travel to the camp, got facilities for me to train myself and of coz can help me to lose weight. Haha. My bro told me that I will be having at one or two tests every week for the whole of my training so I think my weekend will most probabaly be staying at home to study. Yes NSF need to study too. Haha.

Going to apply for uni this year but dunno to apply for aerospace or business. My parent want me to study business but I have always wanted to study aerospace engineering. But I dun want to disappoint my parent. Haiz.

Yesterday New Year Eve went to grandmum house for lunch. Grandmum gave me an ang boa even though it is not CNY. Then I keep asking my cousin-in-law whether I should sign on like him. He told me don't make hasty decision. Then rush down to amk hub to meet da mei, er mei, xiao mei and Jean. Haha thx again for the photo and kinder bueno. I will be sure to put it in my locker when I stay in. Haha. Haha went to eat sushi. Quite surprise coz the total cost was quite cheap. Then walk around amk to buy some sparker, light sticks and went to east coast park. On the way there we were decorating Jean car. Haha. Then they hand the light stick all over the hands except for ee wen. She hand it all over the body. Haha then count down together. Then we were talking about the new year resolution and make some bet that next year we have to call the person we like. Haha. Sorry to some people for wishing you all late coz my phone kena connect to Indonesia and can't send any sms. After that went to geyland to eat. I was quite piss off coz the service was damn bad. The person was like flirting with the male customer and they were serve first sia. Went home after that. Reach home around 4 plus.

Name: Daniel Yap
Horoscope: Aries
Birthdate: 8-4-1987
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Wish: Meet my Ms Right
Wish: Be happy all the time
Wish: To eat kinder bueno everyday




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