Thursday, February 25, 2010
No phonecalls...No messages...No e-mail...Apparently...you don't need me...I didn't want to throw tantrum to you all the times...But if I don't do all these...will you pay attention to me?...You made it sound like I took away all your times...But have you put yourself in my shoes?...Nobody will know how it feels like when sombody you love just hurt you so much...What I'm upset is why am I always the last on your list...Everytime we argued...and I heard what you've gotta say...My heart just died by a bit...Soon I'll not be feeling anything...Because I know you will never bother to find out what I am thinking...mood: indifferent
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:12 PM ♥
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
I realised I haven't been updating on my life. Wahaha. ok this is what I did:
-Going to spore airshow and shopping with jack, kevin, cw and LTC.
-Monday night, dinner with pear. Lots of catching up to do.
-Thursady meet with precious. Shock by her confession so meet up with eric and LTC super late at night. Drive here and there to sort out my thinking the whole night.
-Friday reunion lunch with the guys. Went for ice cream. Meet precious at night to apologise.
-Saturday reunion dinner with family then meet precious for movie. Wahaha finally we watch movie together.
-Sunday early morning surprise precious with flower and balloons. Quickly went back home to change then went to grandparent house. Had a wonderful dinner with parent then went to meet precious again.
-Monday send precious off. Then went to pear hse for ban luck and mahjong. I love to play in between. Wahaha.
-Today meet the guys to play some tennis. My skill is deproving sia. Muz play more liao.
Well that's about it. Juz in cause someone say my blog very quiet and no update. And happy new year everyone. HUAT AR!!!
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:24 PM ♥
Friday, February 12, 2010
Precious mindy I am not angry. I have been thinking the whole night and it's not your fault at all. And come to think of it, it is my fault. I shouldn't have neglected your feeling that time. That explain why you did all those terrible things. If I spend more times with you, none of these would have happen. But I am glade that you have the courage to confess the wrongdoing to me. Even though it happened long ago. But I am still happy that you admitted you mistake. The damage had already been done and there is no turning back now. Let us never mention about this issue again. Shall we????
I'm sorry for what I said last night. I spent the whole night pulling myself back together. It took the whole night to get over my guilt for neglecting you. Do you still remember that day (10th march 2008) when we confess to each other??? That day meant everything to me, maybe it meant as much to you. But a lot has changed since we broke up and I can't just put that aside. I couldn't bear it if I lose you again. If you are still the strong little happy girl that I know, you will overcome all these obstacles.
Nothing will ever stop me from loving you. I enjoy every moment spent with you. I wouldn't lose you the fourth time. We have come this far and suffer many criticisim. People scolded us for being an ass and bitch but we still overcome it. We lead a happy life without being affect by what other had said. After all these and look where we are now. We are still together. This relationship will become stronger. I would not let it end. NEVER!!!
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:22 PM ♥
Thursday, February 4, 2010
It's a bit funny sia. At first told me they never read my blog at all??? Then how come got my blog address??? If you tell me is the old smileyboi at least i believe. But they even have the happyboi which i remember i only gave to a handful of people. Come on la, lie also be smart abit la. It just show how stupid you are.
What is more despicable is they know the content of my blog and asked a THIRD PARTY to scold me on facebook. So who is the petty one now??? Not happy tell me straight to the face. And relax I deleted everything that are associated with them. Their msn, hp etc. In other word, complete stranger. They dun bother me and i dun bother them. But just log into my fb, browse the home page and saw the third party scolding people. And sound like scolding me again. They want to play, i play along. Let's see who can last longer.
They really think I want to add them on facebook ar. It is becoz that was one of the 10 tasks precious gave me. If not you think i care ar. Well the world is round and what you do will come back to you. You scold me and I scold back. It's all coming back to you. Yes i am an ass hiding behind a bitch. So what. At least the bitch is way better than you guys. (precious i am not scolding you) And come to think of it, it disgust me to know that I was once their friend. I guess it really let me see who they really are. And i am so fucking greatful that I am no longer friend with them.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:10 PM ♥
