Haha today was suppose to play tennis with my tennis kaki but my back still pain so nv meet them. Then made a very last min decision to go singing. Coz I hate staying at home. Went with Pear and Mindy. Weird combination hor. But should have more of such outing with them so it feel be weird anymore. Wahaha. Actually initially only Pear and I were going. But this morning Mindy sms Pear that it has been so long since they last meet up. So I asked Pear to ask Mindy to join us. Haha even though it was last min, she still super on lor. I like this kind of people.

Haha Pear and I went there 1st and sing until super crazy and tired. Mindy came around 1plus. Those two girls really made a fool out of themselves. But who cares coz when they do something stupid, I get to laugh. Laughing made me happy. We took a lot of photo and video. Hahah I think if you guys ever get to see the video, I think the 1st thing that come to your mind will be "WOW". But really damn fun going singing with them. Then mindy threaten to upload all the stupid photo of me on facebook. So I threaten her back. And I succeed.

After that went vivo for dinner. Haha had a damn full dinner coz they keep throwing all the food to me. Wa lau I am trying to lost weight leh. Shop around and it has been so long since I actually shop for my stuffs. Then we play a dare game. we went to candy empire and they say if I dare to eat that spider candy, I can do whatever I want. Hello dun you girls know me well enough??? Only idiot will play dare with me de. Coz I will do it de. And yes I ate the candy. But it took me 15min. Coz it is damn disgusting. Haha so they own me one.

Haha Mindy ask us if we want to celebrate the mooncake festival this saturday. And I straight away say yes without even thinking. Coz I still finding people to play lantern with me. Haha Pear damn lame la. She say she will go and plan everything. Plan for what sia??? Obviously everything is I provide la coz I brought those stuff few days ago le. And I don't want to waste it leh. Erm except mooncake. You want to bring that "WOW"???

Haha really fun going out with them coz can crap and eat and laugh alot. Seriously today I laught until my stomach cramp. Quite a while since I had a good laugh. Maybe I should ask them out more often. Haha.

I know some people hate me. But who care what they think about me coz the world is still spinning. Life still goes on. This is my attitude and if you don't like it so be it. What I have done today is all because you guys force me to. That is why I think I should distance myself away from you guys from now on.

To be loved is a blessing but to love is a burden. So I choose not to love to be happy.

Damn it man!!! Maybe it is early for me to clear the misunderstanding now. Or not. Sometimes it's better if I dun crap all the time.

Thursday went to see the cardiologist. Wahaha my ECG reading is normal le. Finally sia. Thanks to the excerise that I have been doing. Becoz I do too much now my back really damn bad now. But at least my heart beat normal le.

Friday had my exam and score full mark. Sad to say this coming friday there will be another exam AGAIN!!! Argh damn stress can. Anyway after the exam went wakeboarding at punggol marina with pear, tiff and vincent. I t was fun la but I totally sux at it coz they told me not to wear specs. But without my specs I can't see a damn thing at all. And I manage to stand up OK. DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ME HOR!!! But took a long time to get the feel la. At the end of the day my back really hurt like hell. Maybe it's time for me to stop all these rigorous activities. Haha keep saying that all the time but still do it. Need someone to control me.

Saturday morning went orchard with my gays. Haha ask them to accompany me to hyatt. Wanted to buy their cheescake but sold out. What is worse is I kena shoot by the person. Wa lau I am the customer leh!!! Haha went ION to walk coz Jack wanted to buy tennis grip. Then I went to buy royce choco. I kind of embarrass myself la. Firstly I told the person can I have the champagne "FAVOUR" when it is suppose to be "FLAVOUR". Haiz. Then went to ee wen bdae party. Went there early to help out. Haha then play mj for a while. Mj really will become addictive when you know how to play sia. Haha most of the guys came in the evening. And most of them damn on la coz they wore the tie. Haha some even smarter wear a shirt printed with a tie. Time seems to past faster at night. Eat alot until my stomach really bloat sia. But the food damn nice la. Hahah. Then back to Mj again. Walau can't stand a person sia. He really fucking no brain la. Go and read out people tile out loud. Totally spoilt the whole games. Think they should know who la. But overall the party was fun and hot too. Wahaha.

Today meet my bmt bunkmates for dinner. Super long nv see them liao. Abit weird coz no longer botak le. Haha wanted to watch movie de but dennis spoiler la. PS us again. So went home in the end. Manage to see who win Singapore F1 sia.

HAIZ. Tml working at 5pm. Argh I hate night shift!!! Coz no life!!! But my back really hurt now. Should I go see the doc or should I tahan for one night to see how 1st.

Maybe it is going a little too fast now. But I want to take it slowly. I do not want to repeat my past mistakes. There are too much at stakes. I think I need some time alone to think about it. Sometimes I think you have sacrifice too much for me. But I don't want you to sacrifice your happiness just to be with a guy like me. Is it worth it for you??? I keep asking myself if this is what I truly want??? My mouth say yes but my heart say I don't know. That's why I need some times to think it through. I admit these few days had brought us one step closer. And that is what I am afraid of. I do not want you to fall too deep. We both need times. And I am so touched by the things you say to me.

Haha these few days was damn fun for me coz I played a lot. Haha thur went out with Pear and is really a very special day lor. Can't say much now la. Friday went prawning with ee wen, jean and jun wen. Haha actually kind of feel satisfied when you successful caught the prawn. Saturday went to Tiff bdae. The party was more fun than expected lor. Not to mention I kena push down to the pool when I am not even the bdae girl. And Pear damn evil coz she SHOUTED " OMG pig can swim." Haha had a hard time convincing them something so picture speaks a thousand words. Sunday went out with Pear and vincent and Tiff. Haha Pear there is something I want to say to you. " Ni You Ben Qian Hor!!!" ok la joking la. But hmmmm haha you know. Shit what the hell am I thinking sia. I sound tikopei. And you pinch my hand damn hard la.

Damn tired need to sleep le. Smiles coz I am smiling.

HAHA!!! Something damn funny happened yesterday. Cannot say here la. Anyway yesterday early morning went to the IT fair then went home to sleep after that coz I was damn tired. Haha then evening meet dennis and zhi kai to buy timothy bdae present. Haha in the end brought something damn funny for him. Hope he like it!!! Went home after that to rest. Haha went out again around 2a.m to meet Pear and Ah poon. Haha lucky Ah poon drive his bike if not one of us had to take a cab. Haha reach home around 8a.m. Still feeling tired sia. Haha. Pear say something which I think is so damn true la. Again can't say what she say here. But I will take that advice seriously. Haha going out again later. My body is seriously going to break down if I continue going out like that. Argh!!!

I am feeling damn fucking emo now. Do you know how difficult it is to wait for juz one reply??? Everytime when I fail to heard from her, I will start getting emotional and soon after end up crying. And crying for her has become a daily routine for me. I hate this feeling. I hate crying coz it juz show how weak I am and how much I love her.

I told myself that I should give up. I keep coming up with tons of lame excuses why I should give up. But I realise I can't. Coz I had already fallen too deep. Fallen too deep in love with her. I need to climb out of this agony but I lack the strength to do so. It's really not easy to give up juz like that.

I am saying all these is becoz I want her to know how important she is to me. She is the 1st woman that make me feel that I am so lost. I seriously don't understand her at all. But I am still very much attracted to her. What should I do!!!

Sianz ar!!! Today suppose to release early then went for movie with dennis and bernard de. Coz I haven't meet them for so long le. No choice la coz I am in 120 and they in 126. But those senior ask me to stay back for training. So in the end only the two of them went to watch. Then they damn funny sia. We were suppose to watch the time traveler's wife which is a love story. So dennis and bernard went to watch it together which is like so er....gay. Wahaha. Lucky I nv go. But really damn funny la coz two guys went to watch a love movie. Damn cute sia.

Saturday went to watch 3G with my sisters. Really damn nice movie sia. One of them remind me of myself. Wahaha. Guess who la. They should know. We also do alot of crazy stuffs. Haha the photo is posted to xiaomei blog. Which I think is quite lucky for me if not people will start laughing at me. Haha dun tell you guys her blog address leh. Wahaha.
Maybe I should upload their pic on the facebook. The mystery girlfriend!!!

Haha damn tired and stress sia. Not to mention my temper is getting from bad to worst. How sia.

Anyway Pear coming back SOOON!!! Wahaha life abit dull without her. Haha dun anyhow think hor. Coz she is my sister. I got someone in mind now. Haha someone I call jie fu. But she treat me damn cold la. Haha but nvm.

This week damn suay week coz many bad things happened. Hopefully next week will be a better week for me. I dun wanna go. Hahah nv if you dun get it.

Name: Daniel Yap
Horoscope: Aries
Birthdate: 8-4-1987
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Wish: Meet my Ms Right
Wish: Be happy all the time
Wish: To eat kinder bueno everyday




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