Saturday, October 24, 2009
A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. And I still need time to cool down. How I wish that everything would end. How I wish I could just walk away. But that is impossible. Now I can only keep working to forget all the unhappy things. But can my back take it or will I damage my back futher during the process? I really need a break. I need to be alone for a while. So for the time being I would choose to disappear. Disappear to a place where no one can contact me, where no one can find me, where no one will miss me. But I will be back soon. Hopefully when I return I can find peace within myself. Friends I will miss you all.
To my dearest Pear:
如果说爱我只会让你哭让你掉眼泪
那么我会选择离开你的身边
因为我不想要再让你难过了
我无法忍受
我会告诉自己不能再沉迷你
我会试着不去想念你
谢谢你那么的深爱着我让我没有遗憾
我不会把你留下好让你学会放弃爱我
你不用再等我因为我不配你的爱
这次告别就不能再陪你了
所以答应我你会忘了我
因为这会是你最后一次看到我
It's better this way. For the both of us.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 1:22 AM ♥
