Saturday, November 8, 2008
Juz came back from my two weeks confinement. Will really go crazy man. Staying there for 11-12 days with all guys. Really will turn to gay if stay there too long. I always go to toilet with my buddy holding hand. Yes I know very gay. If you want to hear my story calls me coz I am not allow to say it here.
Haha initially was supposed to book out on sat but it was push forward to today. I didn’t tell my family coz wanted to give them a surprise. But in the end kena scolding from them. Haha then meet Pear at vivo for dinner. Actually it was kind of last min. It’s has been so long since we last meet. I eat a lot sia. Coz I have been eating the same food for the last two weeks so muz pamper myself now. I tell her a lot of “interesting” experience I had during NS. I think she freak out on certain part. And I can tell you it’s is really scary man. Even I am damn scare la.
Pear is really my good sister coz so many things we have done together. So many secrets. So many heart to heart talks. So many endless memories. I know we don't meet up that much anymore. But I know you will be there anytime I need you. And you know I will be too. Take care girl.
Sometimes I wish I’m married. The person I loved will hug me when I come home from work every day. She would be my best motivation I think. But it's all wishful thinking. I don't think things would be so perfect when it really happens. Reality sucks.
"I’ll make a wish for you and hope it will come true."
"When you’re down and out, there seem to be no hope at all.But if you keep believing, there’s no way we can fall."
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 1:18 AM ♥