Monday, January 26, 2009
Haha Happy Chinese New Year people.
Ok yesterday went to weishi bdae party. Only a few people frm our class attend it. I think is only five people. We juz eat, talk and play some games. And I saw the nerdy pic which I sent to her in the book. Haha damn paiseh. Then liqin saw my 11b and keep laughing. Do I look that funny?? After that went jean hse. 1st time see her dog apple. And apple is so active sia, keep running here and there. Apple is much more active than bell bell. But I like bell bell more. Some play mahjong while I play uno. Haha I lose and need to hold apple for 1 min. Reach home around 2 a.m.
My aunty damn funny sia. She thought I am training to be a pilot in the air force now. She ask me when I can start piloting a plane since I have passed my two tests. So I explain to her that I am a technician in the air force not a pilot. Haha. Then eat reunion dinner together until I am so damn full.
Sometime the person you like is always not by your side but the person you don't like keep appearing in front of you. How irony.
You always give me the best things ever
You never forget my birthdays
You are always so understanding towards me
You are always there to give me encouragement
Sometimes, you give in to my unreasonable requests
BUT ME???????
I don't even call you often
I don't even remember your birthday
I don't even realise that you are important to me until recently
I even show you attitude sometime.
They say you will understandand
I know you would
But it hurts even more to know that you would
I don't think I ever told you that I love you
And that really sucks
I hate myself
It's one biggest regret of my life.
You will always be in my heart
You will always be a part of me, you MADE a part of me
You made me realise that living your live for the one you love is meaningful
To give love with my heart and all the goods things you taught me
I want to treat you better
Iwant to take care of you
I want to love you with all my heart
Well am I able to do that?
Will you give me the chance?
I know it's impossible between the two of us
Because you don't love me at all.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 12:51 AM ♥