Saturday, February 14, 2009
WOOHOOO!!! I got COM for my course. I am one of the four who are getting it. Finally I have achieve my target of getting the COM. Haha so happy sia. I think I am more hardworking in NS than in Poly.
Haha wednesday night out went to meet Pear and her friend for dinner. Meet at orchard. Feel guilty coz I ps daniel tan, bernard and dennis. But still meet them at Plaza sing after dinner with the gals. So dinner was quite a rush for me. Sorry ar Pear. It wasn't easy for us to meet up and I have to rush off. Soooo sorry!!!
I was scared before making the call. When I finally plucked up my courage to do it...she was out. I thought I was definitely ready when I made the second call. The keyword is thought. It was barely 1 minute into the conversation, in fact just 4-6 sentences. I didn't expect her voice to jolt my tears. I didn't want to cry. It was suppose to be a happy thing. But so much memories came back... way too much. And everything reminds me of how much of a idiot I am.
I wish time could go back. I wish I can start living everyday to it's fullest so that I won't feel like this anymore in the future. I really want to. I just don't know how. I wish I can be more optimistic like how I was in primary and secondary school. What happened over the years????????? I need someone here with me. Or someone to just take me away.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 12:55 AM ♥