Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Haiz my leave was spent swimming in NYP. And today was even worse. It was raining o heavily that we can't swim so we slack around amk hub. Harrold really can eat sia. Eat mos burger, old change kee and the durian puff and he still say he is hungry. The guys leave first coz they got something on and I stay at amk hub waiting for Pear. Haha. We went sumo house to eat. We order alot of food and it only cost us 17 bucks. Very cheap man. Haha then we went changi airport to study. She study for her exam while I study my AWT exam. Haha bit most of the time we were playing tic tac toe and gossiping. Had dinner at popoye. The one at changi airport is way better than the one at spore flyer. And damn sianz la wait for whole afternoon and can't even see the A380. Really like to study at changi airport and who know maybe we can see some familiar faces.
I realise I still love you after all these times. I keep lying to myself and others that I have already given up on you. But the true is I couln't. I still think of you, dream of you, keep looking at our photo etc. I feel like telling you that I really miss you alot and hope that you will come back to me. But I just lack the courage to do so becoz of the obstacles. I really am a coward. I try loving other girl but it didn't work coz the feeling is just not there. I only having feeling for you. You are the woman that I loved the most and will ever love. I won't love any girl but you. I really regret giving you the cold shoulder and now you are ignoring me. And this feeling really suck when the person you loved so damn much doesn't care about you anymore. I think I really break her heart this time. If only God will give me a chance to rectify my mistakes. I know you are sad and it make me feel really guilty becoz I am the causes of it all. I will do everything I can to make sure that you will be happy always even at the cost of my own happiness. This is the least I could do.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:04 PM ♥
