Friday, April 17, 2009
I fail my AWT exam today. So no more promotion for me. Really damn disappointed in myself and I have studied so hard for the exam. I even switch off my phone so that no one will distract me during my revision. Maybe I should start giving myself more pressure liao. A lot of people have high hope and expectation for me and now I have disappointed them. I don't even know how to face them. I started askng myself if it is time for me to give up. If only someone were here to cheer me up now.
Took one week leave but will only start on the 27th april. Hopefully they wun cancel my leave juz becoz I fail the exam. I am so going to enjoy and relax myself coz I really dunno when I can apply leave again. Maybe this is the time for me to reorganize myself so that I wun be such a failure again.
Some feelings are so hard to be understood.
You don't even know why you feel the way you feel.
You don't know how to make it go away.
Is that a sign that even I don't understand you at all?
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:59 PM ♥