Sunday, April 12, 2009
It sucks to be me. Totally. First this and now that. Suicide crossed my mind. I just didn't have the courage to do it. From way up here seems like a very long way down to jump. I'd probably have not enough time to catch my last breathe. Haha. Life is really hard. But there is always something or some people out there to make me realise that life is still so beautiful with them in my life.
I really hate exam. It made me all stress up. And not to mention that some people keep disturbing my revision. Keep asking me when I want to celebrate my belated birthday when I KEEP TELLING THEM I HAVE NO INTENTION OF DOING THAT COZ I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY AWT. Can't you guys just let me study peacefully.
Today went to orchard with Ah poon and vincent. Went to buy a running short. Relax not the super ultra short de. Is those normal de. And it doesn't look gay at all. Then went to changi airport to study. All those memories suddenly resurface again.
I think I have really fall in love with you. I love u till I actually can be so fake...so naive...so silly...so dumb...so idiot. 愛能讓人失去自己. I cant find myself back.
Bernard told me something funny last night regarding a man and a monkey. But it's really true about it. It's talking about a relationship, saying that, one shouldn't dilly-dally during 'courting' period and should hit on the right timing.
For example:
A person holding a banana, trying to get the monkey down the tree. The monkey is retarded and after a long period of time till dun want come down and when it decided to come down, that person get sick and tired liao. And eventually, give up and walk away.The monkey left wif nothing.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 12:05 AM ♥
