Saturday, June 27, 2009
Haha I am off on monday and took leave on tuesday. LONG WEEKEND!!! But Monday will be quite a busy day for me coz morning need to return my no.2 uniform, then meet michelle for tennis, and then go for my physiotheraphy and lastly go to da mei bdae party. Haha meet Pear for dinner today coz I hate eating alone. Then complain a lot of things to her. Goona kill her if she say anything. Haha.
I was thinking of leaving behind the memories and simply walk away. Don't care about anything anymore. I want to live in reality not fantasy. And I can't live with someone who chose to live in their own fantasy world. Live in europe!!!! OMG please wake up your childish dream.
Ask her if she want to watch movie with me and she told me she is going with her friends. And worse she even took away my safra card coz weekend movie tickets got discount. WA LAU EH then what about me??? What makes her think that I don't need it. She even ask me to take care of bell bell for her while she ENJOY herself. Imagine if we are married, I am the one staying at home taking care of the kids while she enjoy herself outside. That is why I will only start a family when I am 36. Unless I meet a girl who can change my mind. Somehow I got this feeling that she is taking me for granted. Maybe it's karma coz I used to do the same thing to her. Chuan wei and Jack advise me to end it now instead of dragging it coz things will get complicated.
Haiz we are having so much problem now. And I am trying so hard to solve the problem. But I doubt my ability. That is why monday I won't be bringing her. Coz I know Shaun will stare at her FROM HEAD TO TOE and flirt with her. And after that I will cfm be angry with both of them.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:53 PM ♥
