Monday, June 15, 2009
Sianz tml start working shift again. But look on the bright side don't have to work on saturaday. Hahaok today did something very daring. Although the outcomeis not what I expect, but it somehow made me realise something important.
Ok noe what I did today? I confess to Pear today. And she rejected me at first. But then she sms me again and say she is willing to accept me. Haha seriously I was really shocked at that time and I do not know what to do and how to reply. So I called her. We had a really long talk. She asked me many questions and I really think them through before replying her. And after the talk I finally know what I had to do now.
I need to make a choice in order to be fair to Pear. During the past few months, I thought that I had already let go of someone. And many of my friends thought so too. But I somehow realise that this person is still in my mind. She still has a place in my heart and I can't deny that. If I am going to be with Pear, I need to devote 100% to her. But can I do it? I can try or I can give up. So now I am going to do what other have been telling me to do which is to.......
Wish me good luck.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:05 PM ♥
