Friday, July 17, 2009
Haha finally can rest today. So early morning went for a short swim. Damn it man I almost drown coz I didn't do warm up excerise and got leg cramp. Lucky Jack was there to help me. Then afternoon meet the guys for lunch. Got lots of catching up to do since we split shift le and will be seeing each other less often. Evening meet up with Pear. We went to get my mum birthday present. This sunday is my mum birthday and this year I want to be a filial son. So buying some thing for her. But I know her reply will be the same as last year which is : "find a girlfriend and bring her home to let me have a look." Haha sounds like all the mum in this world. And you know what is the most funny thing??? It was Pear who reminded me that my mum birthday is this sunday.
I have thought of giving up but it's really very difficult for me. It's actually very easy to forget someone. All you have to do is stop contacting that person. I have try that before and it really work. But this time, it is impossible for me to do that coz I having been seeing this person very often lately. Everytime I told myself "ok it's time to let it go, it's impossible for us to be together coz I have already try everything and she still don't get the message." But the moment I meet her, my heart keep saying "go for it, this is my chance to let her know of my feeling." So can any one of you tell me what I should do to completely give up. And what is worse is why can she admit she got feeling for me. Even an outsider can see that. Haiz must be the things that I have done in the past which result in the insecurities inside her. Haiz!!!!
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:36 PM ♥
