Thursday, July 9, 2009
This is the worse two days of my life. Tuesday I only work for 2 hrs so quickly went there to the party. And I was damn fuck up. Pear was there too and she too was damn piss off. Coz some stupid guy give her the shirt " leave him and you are better off without him." And they keep pestering here to wear it. And I was beside her only. So are they implying that I am not good enuff for her??? And what is worse is she gave in to them and wore it. People like Pear who is known for her good temper is also piss off leh. So can you blame me for being so angry.
Then the US thing has already been approve and all I need are 5 signatures. Which I got eventually. But now I can't go anymore!!! Coz I went to collect my MRI scan yesterday and the doctor told me I really got a slip disk and it's quite severe. Physiotheraphy is not going to help me to recovery and I need to go for operation to cease the pain. He even told me that for the time being I am not suitable to do technician job. Fuck sia but I like my job now. And no matter what I am not going for the operation coz of the high risk. I mean come on la, who would want to go for operation that has high risk. I am talk about my life here leh. So went back to tell the IC and he immediately remove my name from the US list.
Fuck man I lose so many things in 2 days. I might as well lose this pathetic life of mine. I got nothing to lose coz I am left with nothing now.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:38 AM ♥
