Saturday, September 12, 2009
I am feeling damn fucking emo now. Do you know how difficult it is to wait for juz one reply??? Everytime when I fail to heard from her, I will start getting emotional and soon after end up crying. And crying for her has become a daily routine for me. I hate this feeling. I hate crying coz it juz show how weak I am and how much I love her.
I told myself that I should give up. I keep coming up with tons of lame excuses why I should give up. But I realise I can't. Coz I had already fallen too deep. Fallen too deep in love with her. I need to climb out of this agony but I lack the strength to do so. It's really not easy to give up juz like that.
I am saying all these is becoz I want her to know how important she is to me. She is the 1st woman that make me feel that I am so lost. I seriously don't understand her at all. But I am still very much attracted to her. What should I do!!!
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 12:22 AM ♥