Monday, September 21, 2009
Maybe it is going a little too fast now. But I want to take it slowly. I do not want to repeat my past mistakes. There are too much at stakes. I think I need some time alone to think about it. Sometimes I think you have sacrifice too much for me. But I don't want you to sacrifice your happiness just to be with a guy like me. Is it worth it for you??? I keep asking myself if this is what I truly want??? My mouth say yes but my heart say I don't know. That's why I need some times to think it through. I admit these few days had brought us one step closer. And that is what I am afraid of. I do not want you to fall too deep. We both need times. And I am so touched by the things you say to me.
Haha these few days was damn fun for me coz I played a lot. Haha thur went out with Pear and is really a very special day lor. Can't say much now la. Friday went prawning with ee wen, jean and jun wen. Haha actually kind of feel satisfied when you successful caught the prawn. Saturday went to Tiff bdae. The party was more fun than expected lor. Not to mention I kena push down to the pool when I am not even the bdae girl. And Pear damn evil coz she SHOUTED " OMG pig can swim." Haha had a hard time convincing them something so picture speaks a thousand words. Sunday went out with Pear and vincent and Tiff. Haha Pear there is something I want to say to you. " Ni You Ben Qian Hor!!!" ok la joking la. But hmmmm haha you know. Shit what the hell am I thinking sia. I sound tikopei. And you pinch my hand damn hard la.
Damn tired need to sleep le. Smiles coz I am smiling.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 12:18 AM ♥
