Thursday, November 5, 2009
Haha I need to write this entry. Haha to clear some misunderstanding lor. Haiz!!!
Ok I always have this impression that Mindy hate my sisters. Reason being that she always try to do stunts during xiaomei birthday or she will accuse them of these or that. To put it simple she never once say anything good about them. But I have actually mistook her GOOD intention.
Firstly as you all know Mindy ask me whether I want to go oversea with her but it falls on the 9 Nov that week. But xiaomei birthday party is held that week too. Even though I really wish to go with Mindy but I have already promise xiaomei to attend her birthday party. After all you only get to be 21st once a lifetime. So I thought that maybe Mindy don't want me to attend the party. But that is so not true la. She knew that I have already apply leave that week and she knew that APEC is that week too. And since I am only applying local leave, there is a high chance that I might be call back to work even though I am on leave. However, if I change it to oversea leave, there is no way I can be call back since I am oversea. In fact from the begining she just don't want me to overwork myself because I may need to run here run there. She scare it is bad and stressful for my back. She is not trying to spoil everything.
Secondly, she asked me out for fishing on the 9 Nov. Yes 9 Nov again. But that night I may be staying over at the chalet. So I thought maybe she is trying to do something stupid again. And again I have mistook her GOOD intention. There was once I told her the first night at the chalet I might be bored becoz I don't even know most of the people staying there that night. I might feel a little awkward too. And the only people that I can talk to is ermei becoz damei and xiaomei confirm entertain their friends ma. Then the very next day she asked me if I want to go fishing with her at night after I have settled everything for xiaomei. But she don't even fish at all. So I tell myself she is doing stunts again. But she is actually trying to help me find some activities to do that night, knowing that I won't talk to people that I don't really know unless they talk to me first. She is afraid that the whole night I will be damn bored. As I believe those of you who are super close with me should know that once I am bored I will start to have mood swing. So she is trying to be a nice person and ask me out to find something to do. She even choose places that are nearer to the chalet. Again she is not trying to mess up or spoil anything.
All these things that she had been doing is actually for my sake. But I am such an idiot for failing to see it. You all must be wondering why I suddenly blog this. Well is becoz I feel that there is a need to clear her name la. Since I believe most of you think that she is jealous of these or that. That is why she started showing her true colour. But I can assure you guys that is not her style at all. I know her for 2 years and she is actually a person who always put her friends before her. She is concern for me that is why she did all these things. But we are all human being what. We tend to commit "murphy's law." So people stop pointing fingers at her when it is you who need to do some self-reflection. That sentence is not direct at anyone or anybody. But put yourself in her shoes. Won't you guys do the same things if you know that I may be bored to death or may tired myself out. You guys ask yourself these questions. If your answer is no then it can only show that she makes a better friend than you.
That night I was feeling really guilty after we trash everything out. Not only have I doubt her but I have hurt her feeling as well. And what is worse is some people even dared to tell me she is faking it all to gain my sympathy. But why does she even need to do that for. You should know my character those who are good toward me will receive the same treatment. Treat me like shit or as a fool and take advantage of me will only only make you suffer fate worse than death. Don't test me. I mean every word I said. So those of you who have doubt Mindy before, please stop doing so. I believe in every words she said.
Haha to my sisters, Mindy want to say sorry to you all if she had cause any unhappiness. She really didn't mean it. And xiaomei, Mindy want to wish you happy 21st birthday. And here is a picture to prove it. And no worry about the cake as I have already ate it on your behalf le. And it is delicious!!!
She is saying: "Happy Birthday xiaomei !!!"
Wahaha!!! Yummy...Delicious.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:10 PM ♥
