Saturday, November 21, 2009
Haha just reach home and I am still feeling energtic. Must be the 2 cans of red bull I drank last night all thanks to SOMEONE. Haha was suppose to listen to the doctor and stay at home to rest but you know me la, staying at home and doing nothing is killing me. If my back is destine to be chui so be it la coz I ain't gonna care anymore. I want to have fun while I still can. Anyway yesterday was day off so instead of staying at home I went singing with jack, wei er and LTC. Well I can't play tennis or learn wake boarding so that is the only thing I can do for the time being. And we celebrate LTC birthday too. As usual outing with them was CRAZY and FUN. It has been so long since I really enjoy myself. Unlike going out with some people where I wil be damn bored. Haha wei er should know who I am referring to hor. Haha evening went siglap for a drink and talk many things including my recent things. Haha got lots of advice from them. Then went ECP walk walk. Haha go watch sun rise. Sound so gay right. Hehe.
Went to watch the metor shower at pasir ris beach but can't even see any thing la. Waste my whole night sia. But at least the companion was good.
And something I want to clarify. I was hospitalise because my back was so damn painful that I took 2 pain killers at once. Coz I thought it will work instantly. Yes I know I am damn stupid. But not because I was suffering from depression like what mindy say. So people stop sending me weird sms. Haha I am feeling happy recently so why would I even suffer from depression. And mindy I am feeling ok now so you can go back to work.
Haha book my operation on the 11th dec. But there are some risks I must prepare to take la. If the doctor screw up I may be wheel chair bound or in future when I walk I might be limping. What is worse is that the doctor is 60% confidence. However if I go for the operation the pain will reduce greatly. Coz the pain is really unbearable for me sometime and really trouble me alot. My mum don't really approve me of having the operation. So I ask alot of people for advice. And most told me not to go. Except liqin. She asked me to go for it. Haha. But I really dunno sia. People give me advice after you read this entry ok. Coz I really need them now.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 9:15 AM ♥
