Thursday, December 17, 2009
It's my turn to post an entry...I am at perth now looking at the window of my hotel room doing nothing...How I wish daniel is here with me. ..Maybe if I open the door now, I will see him with a boutique of flowers to surprise me..Sheesh time for me to stop daydreaming!Nowadays, we both like to use "opps." Some lame jokes that he and his friends came out with...And I will send the photo soon? LOL! He said I have a sweet smile and that sounds so "er xin" cming out from him...So I sent all my smiling photo to him until he is so irritated...Hmm or should I say afraid...But little did he knows that it was him who makes the smile...I am so glade that I have him with me all these wonderful times. Recently he had some misunderstandings with his friends...Maybe I was too involve in his personal life at that point of time...I should give him more freedom instead of looking for him all the times...Deep down I know he treasure that friendship very much...I feel guilty for all the misery that he had to endure...It really hurts me to see him losing the friends that he treasure the most...It's time for me to let go of him...I want him to have more freedom and spend more times with his friends...I know I shouldn't cling onto him...But...?I will be flying back this saturday...I know he won't be there to pick me up...He told me he need to settle some issues that had been bothering him for quite sometimes...I hope he will get the result he need...I want to see him living a peaceful life, free of saddness...Somehow I wish he put that issue aside and surprise me at my doorstep...But I know that will be impossible...But I really hope it will happen...Ok there I go again, getting too possessive over him...Next week will be our 1 month of dating...Will he remember the promise he made to me or will he be too bother with the issue that he totally forgot about fufilling it...Hmm why are there tears in my eyes now...Is it because that I have missed him too much?Why is my donut? Opps...LOL! Daniel piggy what are you doing now? I miss you too...Shall we play some light tennis when I return...I miss going supper with you...I miss having k-session with you...What are the things that you miss about me...Rest more!Mood: missing you.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 6:12 PM ♥
