Wednesday, December 23, 2009
No matter how close we were in the past, I will still only treat it as a friendship. And I want to keep the status as friendship. No more than that. Am I clear on that? So stop saying it is more than a friendship.
Becoz to me it will always be juz a friendship. This is juz a simple friendship. Please do not make it so complicated or exaggerate things. That is why I chose to ignore "that word" that you used to describe our friendship. In fact it would be better if you would take back that word. Coz it is a sensitive word. I hope you will treat it as a simple friendship like I always do. Please do not make me avoid you guys. That is the last things I want to do now.
Call me crazy or paranoid whichever you like for bringing out this issue. Coz I juz feel that certain have to be clear and understandable. The last thing I need now is for people to have any wild imagination about us. Our friends have some misunderstanding about our status in the past and it took me quite a while to explain things to them.
I am dating someone now. I do not want her to heard any unneccessary stuffs that will cause any misunderstanding. That is why I am stating my stand very clearly now. I repeat again to me it will only be juz friendship even though we may be as close as brother or sister.
And to my lovely donut ger, hope that visit with the box of love in the middle of the night cheered you up. I love you lots. I don't have a lot of time but I always try my best. Hope you understand. Actually I'm always there. You know it and I am happy. We are meeting tml!!! I need a big bear hug from you!!! It is gonna be a wonderful day again.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 11:30 PM ♥
