Sunday, January 24, 2010
I am not a perfect guy, not a perfect friend, not a perfect son and not a perfect boyfriend. But I am only a human. I am not god who has the power to make things right. I am powerless. That is why I have to do my best and put in a lot of effort to make things right. In the past, I keep asking myself of all the things that I have done, do anyone even appreciate it? I finally found my answer.
I take things too seriously in the past. Now, I have learnt to take things easily. Letting go of things or people or issues that upset me or anger me. It was difficult but I got a bunch of good friends to support me. And my precious who is always there to guide me to the correct path. Without them I can't imagine what will become of me. Precious always tell me this "love each day and a happy day await you." That is why she always smile. And her smile is what makes me love each day.
Some people may regard me as a jerk or simply a bad person. But do I even care? Nope. Everyone is entitle to his or her opinion. And they tend to see things differently. But if they are influence by others and came to this conclusion then they are really useless people who can't even make their own decision.
These few months had taught me many valuable lessons. Precious taught me most of that. She gave me a reality check on certain issues. These lessons had changed me to be a better person. My temper is no longer as hot as before, I open my eyes damn big when making new friends etc.
I am loving my life now. I got a girl who truly love me with all her heart. She always makes my smile, make me laugh, make be feel that I am not a useless person. She never complain about our conflicting work schedule. She forbid me to meet certain people. But that is fine with me. After all the person that I really want to spend my time with is her. My life is all about her. I never love a girl so much before. I always thought that true love is you love and I love you. But now, I know its true meaning. She shows me that it is more than that. If anyone were to ask me have I found my true love, I would say mindy tan.
Haiz no mood to blog now coz msn with kah wah. So bye.
; You promised me the sunrise,
under that tree at 10:56 PM ♥
